I'm Scared of the Measuring Tape

I want the truth, but I'm scared.

What if I don't like the results?

Context: I've promised myself that I will take my measurements on March 15th. A month ago, I restarted my exercise regime in a more serious way. One of the things I did to indicate this new seriousness was take my hips, waist and bust measurements.

What if there is no change? What if I have gained inches?

And, what if I have lost inches?

The consequences of stasis or failure are easy for me to handle. Just keep at it. Maybe tweak my workouts, change something in my diet.

But success means I'm doing something right, and for some reason that is the scariest thing of all.

Because for the first time in my adult life I am completely self-motivated, completely in charge (as much as anyone can be), completely working a change regime from the inside out.

I'll keep you posted. And I will face the truth.